I need to work on my mindset towards life.
Nothing will fuck up your twenties more than thinking you’re supposed to have your shit together.
my job is kind of shitty, but it’s money put towards moving out and getting a place with my friend in the city. my community school is kind of shitty, but it’s cheap and they’re the pre requisites i need to get into the university i want next year.
some days i focus on the now and how it’s nothing like i pictured or how i wanted things to turn out, but lately i’ve started to focus on what i’m working towards and it’s so exciting.
i just can’t even imagine. I just want an apartment in the city where i can sing in restaurants and little shops, good schooling towards a job i can support myself from, and just life not stuck in little ol’ bucks county. it will be so hard and i’ll have to work so much, but there’s nothing more i want.
im just so excited and so determined to get there. i’ve never felt more on the right track before in my life.
i’m at peace.